Thursday, February 24, 2011

because the heart with store things

"Mom, what is in the evening everyday morning star recently come home?" One morning, I finally unbearable, while the husband is not at home and asked her mother-in-law.

"He said plum of parents are coming, no place to YangBiao live, so in the evening everyday go home to sleep." She said.

"Oh." I heard the's disappointed, I also don't know why I disappointed.

With the husband, under one roof, we still often meet, but we must try to hide each other, sometimes I deliberately take sorrow eyes were fixed on him to see, but he ignored and never ducked look me in the eye. From beginning to end, I don't know that what I do, let him so hate me, sometimes I really couldn't help it well questioned him turn over, but zhang the mouth, words still didn't speak out, long time no speech, now suddenly asked, but don't know how to speak of, also do, each have each well, maybe it's better this way.

Time passed quickly, I also busy forget time, only know the weather seems to be in constant cools, wear clothes are getting thicker. "Is not as long as money? Friend can not?" Old classmates sounds very angry.

The end of December, I received a Sunday best friends classmate telephone.

"What's wrong? And how?" I surprise of ask.

"You said about you how much time, 2007, all quick me, old classmate, can give a time sightseeing?" The old classmates gas doodle said.

"Yes, it seems that it is long, I which have you so good life ah, the home where anything your husband is arranged well. Don't say, afternoon right, afternoon around an afternoon enough?" I smiled and said.

Have been busy, too busy no rest day, each playday are in my store inside with greatly small posterity trivial things, even babies are also grandpa's grandmother and her dad brought out to play, "ah, baby, I'm sorry, mom is not very love money, but mother now really need the money," in my heart to the baby said.

Classmate is very angry, angry away. he walked towards plums. Walk pledge MeiZiGang began also didn't see me, eyes only dull looking at what, don't know to what of, in my mind until I walked to the front of her, she just jumped. I myself a man went to the supermarket doorway of time, suddenly shine at the moment, I saw plums.

Plum hand tightly embrace her children, because it was cold, she unexpectedly with a very thick dust coat the baby wrapped tightly, once I see very is startled, That afternoon, and old classmates shopping for clothes, but several rooms never saw a right, I won't be around in mood again. Later, I told the classmate say I want to go to the supermarket to buy some daily necessities, and then go home. 

Plum didn't speak, just tightly embrace baby, with full of doubts eyes staring at me, estimated to be afraid that I want to her and baby adverse it. "Plum, yourself one out? Has the full moon? Oh, have more than a month, see I've forgot to time." I said to the plum.

"Plum, you take the clothes open a little ah, the baby's face, so that the baby will breathe smoothly ah." I say while want to use hand holding the baby's big windbreaker removed. The thought of news, have seen before mother say that is a careless when the train for newborn baby disappear soon is too thick, causing the baby cannot breathe and die, my heart suddenly and very afraid very afraid. A thought, take the about moncle&puma wear dust coat from baby face removed.

"Do you think stem?" Plum gently. opened my hand.

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